My Friends

Their support is unparalelled. I am going to be ok. Black, Dans and Blueyes as well as Izzy have all re assured me that I am not going to fall through the huge cravass I have made for myself. I stand here and admit that though Black says I threw the rope to help blueyes and I fell in... I don't agree. It is right for a christian to take the pains of his brother. Better for me to endure this pain, and walk away anew.

I am sleeping like crap and waking every hour is this what despair feels like Lord?