I confessed

I am either losing my grasp on reality or I have confessed to my shame how I felt about blueyes rats. I think it is best to explain that what happened friday was the closes to a scene from Caligulas movie. A great time of fun and partying, followed by regret, and horrid actions. I am so relieved that I told him why I was angry the genie is out of the bottle. However, I do not think he understands the full consequences of his actions and mine. Shit!